Wednesday, December 21, 2011


there are so many things that happen only once in a lifetime.
appreciate what's going on all around you.
take a look around.
and KA-BOOM, so many awesome things around :D
iaminlovewithmylife! awesome!

Friday, December 16, 2011

Lost In The Dark

thinking of my future, i feel completely lost.

spm just ended and everyone is telling me that it's time to think of what to study in future and what i wanna be. although i have been telling people that i will go for account, but lots of question marks still come out in my mind. i know that i am not a science person but a maths lover so account will be my choice so far. i still worry, worry that i'll regret. worry that i got no other job but only as accountant. worry that i can't cope with it as i wasn't in account stream during form 4 and form 5. i'm lucky that i met one good adviser who is kind enough to explain to me what should i do and the good and bad of studying account during education fair. i gain some confident after listening to what he said but i still feel slightly lost.

so what if i choose to study account, another problem is where to study! UTAR or MMU? their degree program are recognized by MIA. stepping into a new school, new life, meeting new people. *oh, i experienced that*. the feeling is just so not right, it takes time to get along with everyone. the feeling of lonely and odd. have to be independent, no more daddy, mummy or best friend to be with at first, all alone. owh great.

which intake? UTAR - January or May. January is way too early. i haven't enjoy my life enough! but May is way too late. what if i got second batch for NS, i can't escape :(. MMU - March or Jun. 5th of March start and i don't think SPM results is already out. for Jun, that's like so far away.... :(

what should i do? haiz.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Respect Each Other

honestly, i dislike those that expect the whole world to respect them but they don't even respect other people in the first place.
before you want other people to respect you, treat you well, please be nice to everyone in the first place.
if you treat people truthfully, other people will surely respect you.
how can a person treat you nice if you treat them badly?
i believe the existance of karma.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Owning the Wings

SPM finally over 4 days ago after suffering for the whole 3 weeks.
faced books and did last minute study.
just back from lumut-pangkor 3days 2nights trip with my darling yesterday.

next stop, sungai petani with family for a night stay tonight :D
wow, lots more plan to go and i'll definitely be back when i'm free! ;)
and yes! i didn't get first batch of National Service! :D.
but sadly, my previous plan is gone. :(

Sunday, November 13, 2011


the 3-weeks-long war begins tomorrow!
all the best to all the SPM candidates!! ;)

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Winner of Domain Give Away!

as you know, domain give away ended on the 31oct right?
i am so worried that no one will join, but luckily there are 4. *at least better than none O.o*
was cracking out my brain to think of a way to choose who to give.
and i've found a very lame way to pick.
i wrote their name on different paper, folded them, put them in a box and shake it. then i drew one from the box.

the lucky one issssssssss


congrats! :D

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Stare at the clouds

yes, one of my hobby is staring at clouds especially when taking a long journey on highway.
people will be thinking i'm insane. but hey! it's awesome you know.
i'd see before hello kitty, turtle, baby, dragon, candy, puppy, deer and even devil when i focus on it.
i will get very excited every time i saw something.
i personally think that what you see usually depends on your mood. when you are in a good mood, you can see lots of cute stuffs and when you are in bad mood, you can even see devil.
take your time and stare at them, your mood will be better too! :D
and you will find that i'm not insane actually xP

Saturday, October 29, 2011

My New Bloggg :D

yes yess! finally i did it!
wanted to have it for long ago to show my passion towards photography and in case my computer break down and lost all my folders. ;)
drop by if you are interested!
peekaboo. i'll still update here of course.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

When The Sun Shines

Hello Sunshines :D
remember to smile every time you wake up and get to see the sun shines.
the sun allows us to see the colourful world.
do you ever experience the feeling of being blind?
when the whole world is totally black, you can't see anything even yourself?
be grateful that you can sit in front of the computer and enjoy reading my blog now :D

Monday, October 24, 2011

Domain Give Away!

after considering for quite sometimes whether how to use the domain i've got it, i've decided to give it away!
can't deny that as a blogger, i wanted a domain badly for my bloggie.
it's just so awesome having your own domain!
but having it is quite troublesome for me.
cause i'm just a secondary school girl that don't have much money and i don't have much earning for my blog that enough for it to renew it every year..
i also need my parents help to settle for me but i got a feeling that they wont allow me to do so.
maybe i'm gonna have it in the future, but it's so not now.
let's skip all those crap...
so for those who wanted a domain long ago, it's your chance now! :D

To get the domain .com, please answer my question honestly, positive or even negative answers are acceptable :) 
1. How you found my blog?
2. What do you think about my blog? why?
3. How often do you visit my blog?
4. Do you read every single words of my post or just scroll trough it? 
5. Which is your favourite post in my blog? why?
6. Leave me your e-mail so i can contact the lucky one!

Good luck! contest ends at 31th October. =)

Friday, October 21, 2011

New Driver!

driving test was so scary!
but I still got my P!!!!!!!
proud to tell, there is a new driver on the road now! :P
beware if you see me :D
p/s: i'm not sure whether do they purposely make the car weird or what. but i still think Viva sucks!

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Down The Street

walking down the street in Penang Heritage Town.
old folks are all around. hardly can find teenagers or young people there.
numbers of thoughts came trough my mind.
wondering why are they still staying there..
wondering who was the great one that have the idea to build houses. let us, the younger generation have a comfortable place to stay, yet, there are still a lot of people that never appreciate what they are having right now.
a simple shop and a space to sleep are what they have in their simple life.
small business or trading done by them.
having daily needs is already more than enough for them.
life without air-con every night. without electricity nor lights.
no plasma TV, handphone, computer, mp3 nor PSP.
no comfortable bed nor bolster to hug but their life still going on well.
almost everyone have their own religion.
and they truly believe with their exist.
go to temple consistently and pray to God sincerely.
helping out there without asking for any repay.
get blessing from God
healthy and happiness are what they usually ask for.
usually their parents will arrange their partner for them.
yet they rarely go against it.
trust and loyal to their partner.
the love will grow, only after their marriage.
most of them even don't mind sharing a husband.
although it's just simple life, but they still enjoy their life to the fullest.
some still staying at the old house, just to preserve their culture.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Work For It!

everyone have brilliant ideas in their mind, but to make it happen, we have to work for it.

"i wan to be a teacher! pilot! doctor! lawyer!"
i bet everyone used to say that at least once when we were young :P
so are you working for it now? or you have changed your mind?
ask yourself honestly, do you believe that what you think will come true?
for me, i strongly believe in that. it happened on me for quite some times :D
cause when you think of it, and dream of it.
there will be a strength or power that will motivate you to work hard for it.
sooner or later, you will achieve your dream.
please bear in mind that it only happen to those who are determined and patient for it and never give up.
chase for your dream!
it may takes time, maybe months or years.
but if you never give up, the possibilities for you to achieve is still very high!

p/s: my friend made the ballerina by using sweets wrapping paper. cool right?

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Transparent Spectables

those that didn't choose the spectacles properly according to their face shape will only make themselves look uglier especially those pretty girls out there.
besides, i find that spectacles are quite annoying when doing sports. it'll keep on slide down and make me feels dizzy. :X
they also limit my vision. *big eyes will have wider vision :P thick face*
and that's how i'll be if i'm spectacles-less.

For people like me who have high eyes power and need to wear spectacles everywhere but wanna get rid of those ugly spectacles,
First Choice : 
go for laser which will cost few thousand $. but i heard that it will bring some side effects after few years and there's no 100% for the operation.
Second Choice : 
contact lens

i started wearing contact lens since last year after complaining to my mom how annoying my spectacles are.
started off with a not-so-famous brand contact lens. *not gonna tell what's the brand*
but my eyes will feel dry after a while.
asked my mom to get me Acuvue to try as friends recommended me Acuvue's contact lens.
surprisingly, they are much softer than i expected and they are really fresh and just nice for me.
i feel very comfortable wearing it.
my eyes rarely feel dry even i wear it for long hours.

Focus Point is now giving out free trials for Acuvue Advance Plus or 1-Day Acuvue Moist.
Introducing ACUVUE® ADVANCE® Plus. This innovative lens features HYDRACLEAR® Technology** for exceptional comfort. And, since you use a new pair every two weeks, your eyes will keep feeling fresh. Plus, a 24-lens package makes it easier to get your annual supply at an affordable price.
1 • DAY ACUVUE® MOIST is the only daily disposable contact lenses with proprietary LACREON™ technology which locks* a moisture-rich agent that acts just like natural tears, into the proven Etafilcon A material. As a result, your eyes feel fresh and remarkably comfortable, all day long! No matter if you want to make the world your stage or give life your best shot, 1 • DAY ACUVUE® MOIST® gets you ready to move ahead in life!

for those that never try out Acuvue or any contact lens before, it's time for you to try out now!
Go to FocusPoint , like there page and sign up for it, choose which type you want, print out the e-mail and go to the shop and get it! *i'm not sure still available or not. hopefully ;)"

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Beautiful Moments

The only thing that will stay remain in us and in the flow of time is memories. :D

when things are over, those left are memories.
there are many ways that we can keep our memories.
diaries, blog, drawing, photography ..........
some people choose to forget their bad memories.
but no matter what, everyone will have their own ways to keep their memories.
as for me, blog is where i keep my memories and photos pause those awesome moments :D
so how about you?

Penang, the awesome place that full of my memories :)

Friday, September 30, 2011

Stop and Stare

do you realise that the tiny flowers by the roadside are beautiful?
do you realise you stepped on a number of insects on the floor before?
do you stare at the sky and watch the clouds moving?
and do you realise most people tends to look at things only at their eyes level?


don't be lazy to turn your head 360degree and look around!
look at stuff with different angles.
or try going on the Ferris Wheel.
you will see a lots of different things.
and you will realise, you already missed countless wonderful things in the world.


change your point of view especially when something bad happen.
you will find that it's not that bad actually.

Monday, September 26, 2011

Rock On

wooo~ after the 3 long long weeks. as if la spm already over. :X
left physics paper 1 on Wednesday, *which i don't see the point they separate it for 2 days. O.o.*
so it's consider my trials is over!!! *who cares about the paper 1 right??*
stayed up late everynight. trying to champ everything in my little brain within the very little time. not enough of sleep everyday. D:
well, that's what last minutes people will do as usual. =X, and will immediately forget what i've study right after the test end.
and for the result for staying up late, i vomited and got fever yesterday :X
always plan to study few weeks ago before exam, but oh great, the plan never works at all!!
yes, i get distracted easily.
SPM is getting very near. left 48days. and i'm not prepared at all. :X gosh gosh.
but don't worry, i definitely won't abandon my bloggie!!
stay tune ^^

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Olivia Ong

take a rest and listen to her songs.

isn't it sounds sweet?
i'm falling in love with her songs. Olivia Ong.
a Singaporean singer that manage to sing Bossa Nova very well.
i'm in love with her unique voice.
which makes me feel released whenever i listen to her songs.
for your information, she sang the theme song in The Little Nyonya drama.
here's another song for you. enjoy~

P/s: cant wait for my trials to end next week!

Friday, September 16, 2011

Make A Step

chances are everywhere,
one should not gaze at own failure and give up the other chances ;P

people nowadays always get emo cause break up.
some even choose to hurt themselves or suicide.
they think that suicide is the best way cause can end everything.
they cant take the changes in life.
well, when one door is closed, another will sure open.
it depends on the person whether to enter the new one or to stay.
no one knows what is it inside the new door.
but, if you never give yourself a chance to step into the new one, you will never know what is it inside.
don't worry if you fail, another door will open and welcome you :D
don't always lock yourself, give yourself a try on another door until you find the right one.
maybe the right one is just right beside you and waiting for you now :P

don't regret when love is gone,
cherish the memories instead.

Friday, September 9, 2011

Smile :D

Smilling is an art of life.
isn't it is cute? with the cute smile. ;P
i'm learning.
learning to apply the statement above.
learning to face everything in life with smile.
even if it's bad.
i believe that life will be much better if I do smile no matter what happened.
i believe that smile will make a person to become much cheerful!
i believe that smile will make a person to be stronger to face everything in life.
and i believe that smile will make a person look much cuter, just like the picture above.
with smile, you can also be as pretty as the deer!
you can be much confident too!
don't forget to smile when you're sad, cause i can assure you, with smile, you will feel much better!
a smile can also make a person think more positively. ;P
start your day with a smile and get it over with!
don't be stingy to put a smile on your face.
and your day will be awesome! ;P
just think of me and u'll smile :D *thick face*

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

300th post!

bloggie oh bloggie!
you have been playing your role very well since i started using you!
you will be there with me.
let me speak out my thoughts.
let me share my about my life.
accompany me no matter ups and downs in my life.
Well done blog!
a kiss for you, blog! *muacks* xP
i won't delete you no matter what cause you are full of my memories. ;)

Friday, September 2, 2011

Moving On

alert alert!!!!
It's green light now!
telling me that i should move on!
yes! i'm moving on. but sometimes, well, not that i don't want to, but just can't control.
it'll just pop out itself. in my mind.
too much memories perhaps?
i guess, just let it flow will do. hmmm...
the train is coming!
yes! i should move on now!
waiting for my prince charming and bring me on! ;P
wonder when and where.
maybe the train will bring me to the station :)

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Happy Independent Day

*captured in Queensbay Mall Funfair*
Happy Independent Day Malaysia!
enjoy ur holiday everyone!
went out the whole day and feel guilty right now =X

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

17th Birthday

Happy Belated Birthday to myself!
i'm officially 17th and the second day!
no longer a little girl *well, i'm still little girl actually*
yes! i'm joining the old club :(
i get to choose what ho liao i want to eat for lunch and dinner!
friends did a little surprise for me during the study group =)
although there was just 3 people including me, but i seriously appreciate it! ;)
thanks people for the the wishes!! ya all!

p/s:Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim friends!

Friday, August 26, 2011

Dating Books

Camy : books oh books, can you all be my boyfriend until 30rd November 2011?

Books : *blush* why?? we always thought you don't love us.

Camy : yea, i don't love you! but you have to make me fall in love with you! if not my future will be gone :'(. pretty please accept me.

Books : i'll try my best then.

i've boyfriends right now! they are books =X.
i shall start dating them every single day. *opps, that's impossible*
they gonna accompany throughout this holiday until 30November, my birthday, Raya, and Merdeka and many more different celebration. :(
gosh, they are boring but i have to :'(.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Golden Piggy

Happiness is meaningless when it's not shared,
unexpressed sadness is fearful.

Pig is jolly and fat, which is also symbolic of wealth
so i'm sending this golden piggy to you!
to accompany you,
to share your happiness,
to share your pain with you +).
see! it's coming towards you! =D

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Back to Pinafore

finally get to wear back my pinafore after 3 years plus.
still remember the last time i wore to school was the last day in form 1. gosh, with the mushroom hair D:
people was saying that i look different. look much younger :P like new student =X
it's quite comfortable for me but it's very weird too. cause it's quite small =X *this prove that i grow kay :D*
and jackpot la! first day to school with this pinafore, and i was late to school for the first time. *should go buy toto or 4D de*
bye prefect shirt! i'll still wear you but will be less. :(

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Puppy Love



Monday, August 8, 2011

Pure Love

they both are so adorable.
how nice it will be if pure love like this happens to everyone :)

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Meet My Teddy

Teddy is greeting all Camy's Blog readers!
Welcome to Camy's blog!
Teddy is my First Model! :D
Post 1!
Post 2, when you look me in the eyes :D
Post 3, Teddy is looking at the Big Big World.
Last Post, Teddy supports Canon too! xP
took all these just for fun! xP. isn't the teddy is cute? =D

Monday, August 1, 2011

Welcome August

Today it's >1st of August!
time flies real fast.
This month is my birthday month!
Muslims start fasting today!
it's Ghost Festival!
There's a holiday at the end of the month!
Hari Raya on the day after my Birthday!
then it's Merdeka!
1 more month to trial!
3 more months to SPM!
Gosh! yet i haven start studying! and i still dun have the study mood!
as conclusion, i shouldn't be here!