Wednesday, December 21, 2011


there are so many things that happen only once in a lifetime.
appreciate what's going on all around you.
take a look around.
and KA-BOOM, so many awesome things around :D
iaminlovewithmylife! awesome!

Friday, December 16, 2011

Lost In The Dark

thinking of my future, i feel completely lost.

spm just ended and everyone is telling me that it's time to think of what to study in future and what i wanna be. although i have been telling people that i will go for account, but lots of question marks still come out in my mind. i know that i am not a science person but a maths lover so account will be my choice so far. i still worry, worry that i'll regret. worry that i got no other job but only as accountant. worry that i can't cope with it as i wasn't in account stream during form 4 and form 5. i'm lucky that i met one good adviser who is kind enough to explain to me what should i do and the good and bad of studying account during education fair. i gain some confident after listening to what he said but i still feel slightly lost.

so what if i choose to study account, another problem is where to study! UTAR or MMU? their degree program are recognized by MIA. stepping into a new school, new life, meeting new people. *oh, i experienced that*. the feeling is just so not right, it takes time to get along with everyone. the feeling of lonely and odd. have to be independent, no more daddy, mummy or best friend to be with at first, all alone. owh great.

which intake? UTAR - January or May. January is way too early. i haven't enjoy my life enough! but May is way too late. what if i got second batch for NS, i can't escape :(. MMU - March or Jun. 5th of March start and i don't think SPM results is already out. for Jun, that's like so far away.... :(

what should i do? haiz.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Respect Each Other

honestly, i dislike those that expect the whole world to respect them but they don't even respect other people in the first place.
before you want other people to respect you, treat you well, please be nice to everyone in the first place.
if you treat people truthfully, other people will surely respect you.
how can a person treat you nice if you treat them badly?
i believe the existance of karma.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Owning the Wings

SPM finally over 4 days ago after suffering for the whole 3 weeks.
faced books and did last minute study.
just back from lumut-pangkor 3days 2nights trip with my darling yesterday.

next stop, sungai petani with family for a night stay tonight :D
wow, lots more plan to go and i'll definitely be back when i'm free! ;)
and yes! i didn't get first batch of National Service! :D.
but sadly, my previous plan is gone. :(