Irreplaceable

there are so many things that happen only once in a lifetime.
appreciate what's going on all around you.
take a look around.
and KA-BOOM, so many awesome things around :D
iaminlovewithmylife! awesome!

♥♥♥

Lost In The Dark

thinking of my future, i feel completely lost.

spm just ended and everyone is telling me that it's time to think of what to study in future and what i wanna be. although i have been telling people that i will go for account, but lots of question marks still come out in my mind. i know that i am not a science person but a maths lover so account will be my choice so far. i still worry, worry that i'll regret. worry that i got no other job but only as accountant. worry that i can't cope with it as i wasn't in account stream during form 4 and form 5. i'm lucky that i met one good adviser who is kind enough to explain to me what should i do and the good and bad of studying account during education fair. i gain some confident after listening to what he said but i still feel slightly lost.

so what if i choose to study account, another problem is where to study! UTAR or MMU? their degree program are recognized by MIA. stepping into a new school, new life, meeting new people. *oh, i experienced that*. the feeling is just so not right, it takes time to get along with everyone. the feeling of lonely and odd. have to be independent, no more daddy, mummy or best friend to be with at first, all alone. owh great.

which intake? UTAR - January or May. January is way too early. i haven't enjoy my life enough! but May is way too late. what if i got second batch for NS, i can't escape :(. MMU - March or Jun. 5th of March start and i don't think SPM results is already out. for Jun, that's like so far away.... :(

what should i do? haiz.

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Respect Each Other

honestly, i dislike those that expect the whole world to respect them but they don't even respect other people in the first place.
before you want other people to respect you, treat you well, please be nice to everyone in the first place.
if you treat people truthfully, other people will surely respect you.
how can a person treat you nice if you treat them badly?
i believe the existance of karma.

♥♥♥

Owning the Wings

SPM finally over 4 days ago after suffering for the whole 3 weeks.
faced books and did last minute study.
just back from lumut-pangkor 3days 2nights trip with my darling yesterday.


next stop, sungai petani with family for a night stay tonight :D
wow, lots more plan to go and i'll definitely be back when i'm free! ;)
and yes! i didn't get first batch of National Service! :D.
but sadly, my previous plan is gone. :(

♥♥♥

SPM!

the 3-weeks-long war begins tomorrow!
all the best to all the SPM candidates!! ;)

♥♥♥

Winner of Domain Give Away!

as you know, domain give away ended on the 31oct right?
i am so worried that no one will join, but luckily there are 4. *at least better than none O.o*
was cracking out my brain to think of a way to choose who to give.
and i've found a very lame way to pick.
i wrote their name on different paper, folded them, put them in a box and shake it. then i drew one from the box.

the lucky one issssssssss

PUNK CHOPSTICKS!

congrats! :D

♥♥♥

Stare at the clouds

yes, one of my hobby is staring at clouds especially when taking a long journey on highway.
people will be thinking i'm insane. but hey! it's awesome you know.
i'd see before hello kitty, turtle, baby, dragon, candy, puppy, deer and even devil when i focus on it.
i will get very excited every time i saw something.
i personally think that what you see usually depends on your mood. when you are in a good mood, you can see lots of cute stuffs and when you are in bad mood, you can even see devil.
take your time and stare at them, your mood will be better too! :D
and you will find that i'm not insane actually xP

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My New Bloggg :D

yes yess! finally i did it!
wanted to have it for long ago to show my passion towards photography and in case my computer break down and lost all my folders. ;)
drop by http://heryuan.blogspot.com if you are interested!
peekaboo. i'll still update here of course.

♥♥♥

When The Sun Shines

Hello Sunshines :D
remember to smile every time you wake up and get to see the sun shines.
the sun allows us to see the colourful world.
do you ever experience the feeling of being blind?
when the whole world is totally black, you can't see anything even yourself?
be grateful that you can sit in front of the computer and enjoy reading my blog now :D

♥♥♥

Domain Give Away!

after considering for quite sometimes whether how to use the domain i've got it, i've decided to give it away!
can't deny that as a blogger, i wanted a domain badly for my bloggie.
it's just so awesome having your own domain!

but having it is quite troublesome for me.
cause i'm just a secondary school girl that don't have much money and i don't have much earning for my blog that enough for it to renew it every year..
i also need my parents help to settle for me but i got a feeling that they wont allow me to do so.
maybe i'm gonna have it in the future, but it's so not now.
let's skip all those crap...
so for those who wanted a domain long ago, it's your chance now! :D

To get the domain .com, please answer my question honestly, positive or even negative answers are acceptable :) 
1. How you found my blog?
2. What do you think about my blog? why?
3. How often do you visit my blog?
4. Do you read every single words of my post or just scroll trough it? 
5. Which is your favourite post in my blog? why?
6. Leave me your e-mail so i can contact the lucky one!

Good luck! contest ends at 31th October. =)

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New Driver!

driving test was so scary!
but I still got my P!!!!!!!
proud to tell, there is a new driver on the road now! :P
beware if you see me :D
p/s: i'm not sure whether do they purposely make the car weird or what. but i still think Viva sucks!

♥♥♥

Down The Street

walking down the street in Penang Heritage Town.
old folks are all around. hardly can find teenagers or young people there.
numbers of thoughts came trough my mind.
wondering why are they still staying there..
wondering who was the great one that have the idea to build houses. let us, the younger generation have a comfortable place to stay, yet, there are still a lot of people that never appreciate what they are having right now.

a simple shop and a space to sleep are what they have in their simple life.

small business or trading done by them.

having daily needs is already more than enough for them.

life without air-con every night. without electricity nor lights.

no plasma TV, handphone, computer, mp3 nor PSP.

no comfortable bed nor bolster to hug but their life still going on well.

almost everyone have their own religion.

and they truly believe with their exist.

go to temple consistently and pray to God sincerely.

helping out there without asking for any repay.

get blessing from God

healthy and happiness are what they usually ask for.

usually their parents will arrange their partner for them.

yet they rarely go against it.

trust and loyal to their partner.

the love will grow, only after their marriage.

most of them even don't mind sharing a husband.

although it's just simple life, but they still enjoy their life to the fullest.

some still staying at the old house, just to preserve their culture.

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Work For It!

每个人的脑子里都有很多天才的想法，但是想到和得到之间还有“做到”
everyone have brilliant ideas in their mind, but to make it happen, we have to work for it.

"i wan to be a teacher! pilot! doctor! lawyer!"
i bet everyone used to say that at least once when we were young :P
so are you working for it now? or you have changed your mind?

ask yourself honestly, do you believe that what you think will come true?
for me, i strongly believe in that. it happened on me for quite some times :D
cause when you think of it, and dream of it.
there will be a strength or power that will motivate you to work hard for it.
sooner or later, you will achieve your dream.
please bear in mind that it only happen to those who are determined and patient for it and never give up.

chase for your dream!
it may takes time, maybe months or years.
but if you never give up, the possibilities for you to achieve is still very high!
gambateh!

♥♥♥ p/s: my friend made the ballerina by using sweets wrapping paper. cool right?

Transparent Spectables

those that didn't choose the spectacles properly according to their face shape will only make themselves look uglier especially those pretty girls out there.

besides, i find that spectacles are quite annoying when doing sports. it'll keep on slide down and make me feels dizzy. :X

they also limit my vision. *big eyes will have wider vision :P thick face*

and that's how i'll be if i'm spectacles-less.

For people like me who have high eyes power and need to wear spectacles everywhere but wanna get rid of those ugly spectacles,

First Choice : 

go for laser which will cost few thousand $. but i heard that it will bring some side effects after few years and there's no 100% for the operation.

Second Choice : 

contact lens

i started wearing contact lens since last year after complaining to my mom how annoying my spectacles are.

started off with a not-so-famous brand contact lens. *not gonna tell what's the brand*

but my eyes will feel dry after a while.

asked my mom to get me Acuvue to try as friends recommended me Acuvue's contact lens.

surprisingly, they are much softer than i expected and they are really fresh and just nice for me.

i feel very comfortable wearing it.

my eyes rarely feel dry even i wear it for long hours.

Focus Point is now giving out free trials for Acuvue Advance Plus or 1-Day Acuvue Moist.

Introducing ACUVUE^® ADVANCE^® Plus. This innovative lens features HYDRACLEAR^® Technology** for exceptional comfort. And, since you use a new pair every two weeks, your eyes will keep feeling fresh. Plus, a 24-lens package makes it easier to get your annual supply at an affordable price.

1 • DAY ACUVUE® MOIST is the only daily disposable contact lenses with proprietary LACREON™ technology which locks* a moisture-rich agent that acts just like natural tears, into the proven Etafilcon A material. As a result, your eyes feel fresh and remarkably comfortable, all day long! No matter if you want to make the world your stage or give life your best shot, 1 • DAY ACUVUE® MOIST® gets you ready to move ahead in life!

for those that never try out Acuvue or any contact lens before, it's time for you to try out now!

Go to FocusPoint , like there page and sign up for it, choose which type you want, print out the e-mail and go to the shop and get it! *i'm not sure still available or not. hopefully ;)"

♥♥♥

Beautiful Moments

世界上唯一会随着时光的流逝而越变越美的东西，只有回忆。
The only thing that will stay remain in us and in the flow of time is memories. :D

when things are over, those left are memories.
there are many ways that we can keep our memories.
diaries, blog, drawing, photography ..........
some people choose to forget their bad memories.
but no matter what, everyone will have their own ways to keep their memories.
as for me, blog is where i keep my memories and photos pause those awesome moments :D
so how about you?


Penang, the awesome place that full of my memories :)

♥♥♥

Stop and Stare

do you realise that the tiny flowers by the roadside are beautiful?
do you realise you stepped on a number of insects on the floor before?
do you stare at the sky and watch the clouds moving?
and do you realise most people tends to look at things only at their eyes level?



don't be lazy to turn your head 360degree and look around!
look at stuff with different angles.
or try going on the Ferris Wheel.
you will see a lots of different things.
and you will realise, you already missed countless wonderful things in the world.



change your point of view especially when something bad happen.
you will find that it's not that bad actually.

♥♥♥

Rock On

wooo~ after the 3 long long weeks. as if la spm already over. :X
left physics paper 1 on Wednesday, *which i don't see the point they separate it for 2 days. O.o.*
so it's consider my trials is over!!! *who cares about the paper 1 right??*
stayed up late everynight. trying to champ everything in my little brain within the very little time. not enough of sleep everyday. D:
well, that's what last minutes people will do as usual. =X, and will immediately forget what i've study right after the test end.
and for the result for staying up late, i vomited and got fever yesterday :X
always plan to study few weeks ago before exam, but oh great, the plan never works at all!!
yes, i get distracted easily.
SPM is getting very near. left 48days. and i'm not prepared at all. :X gosh gosh.
but don't worry, i definitely won't abandon my bloggie!!
stay tune ^^

♥♥♥

Olivia Ong

take a rest and listen to her songs.

isn't it sounds sweet?

i'm falling in love with her songs. Olivia Ong.

a Singaporean singer that manage to sing Bossa Nova very well.

i'm in love with her unique voice.

which makes me feel released whenever i listen to her songs.

for your information, she sang the theme song in The Little Nyonya drama.

here's another song for you. enjoy~

♥♥♥ P/s: cant wait for my trials to end next week!

Make A Step

一道幸福之门关闭时，另一道就会打开。

很多人却经常盯着关闭的门，对开启的门却视若无睹。

chances are everywhere,

one should not gaze at own failure and give up the other chances ;P

people nowadays always get emo cause break up.

some even choose to hurt themselves or suicide.

they think that suicide is the best way cause can end everything.

they cant take the changes in life.

well, when one door is closed, another will sure open.

it depends on the person whether to enter the new one or to stay.

no one knows what is it inside the new door.

but, if you never give yourself a chance to step into the new one, you will never know what is it inside.

don't worry if you fail, another door will open and welcome you :D

don't always lock yourself, give yourself a try on another door until you find the right one.

maybe the right one is just right beside you and waiting for you now :P

如果爱消失了，不要遗憾，也不要后悔，
请让爱留下美好的回忆。
don't regret when love is gone,
cherish the memories instead.

♥♥♥

Smile :D

学会微笑是生命中的一种艺术

Smilling is an art of life.

isn't it is cute? with the cute smile. ;P

i'm learning.

learning to apply the statement above.

learning to face everything in life with smile.

even if it's bad.

i believe that life will be much better if I do smile no matter what happened.

i believe that smile will make a person to become much cheerful!

i believe that smile will make a person to be stronger to face everything in life.

and i believe that smile will make a person look much cuter, just like the picture above.

with smile, you can also be as pretty as the deer!

you can be much confident too!

don't forget to smile when you're sad, cause i can assure you, with smile, you will feel much better!

a smile can also make a person think more positively. ;P

start your day with a smile and get it over with!

don't be stingy to put a smile on your face.

and your day will be awesome! ;P

just think of me and u'll smile :D *thick face*

♥♥♥

300th post!

bloggie oh bloggie!

you have been playing your role very well since i started using you!

you will be there with me.

let me speak out my thoughts.

let me share my about my life.

accompany me no matter ups and downs in my life.

Well done blog!

a kiss for you, blog! *muacks* xP

i won't delete you no matter what cause you are full of my memories. ;)

♥♥♥

Moving On

alert alert!!!!

It's green light now!

telling me that i should move on!

yes! i'm moving on. but sometimes, well, not that i don't want to, but just can't control.

it'll just pop out itself. in my mind.

too much memories perhaps?

i guess, just let it flow will do. hmmm...

the train is coming!

yes! i should move on now!

waiting for my prince charming and bring me on! ;P

wonder when and where.

maybe the train will bring me to the station :)

♥♥♥

Happy Independent Day

*captured in Queensbay Mall Funfair*

Happy Independent Day Malaysia!

enjoy ur holiday everyone!

went out the whole day and feel guilty right now =X

♥♥♥

17th Birthday

Happy Belated Birthday to myself!

i'm officially 17th and the second day!

no longer a little girl *well, i'm still little girl actually*

yes! i'm joining the old club :(

i get to choose what ho liao i want to eat for lunch and dinner!

friends did a little surprise for me during the study group =)

although there was just 3 people including me, but i seriously appreciate it! ;)

thanks people for the the wishes!! ♥ ya all!

♥♥♥ p/s:Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim friends!

Dating Books

Camy : books oh books, can you all be my boyfriend until 30rd November 2011?

Books : *blush* why?? we always thought you don't love us.

Camy : yea, i don't love you! but you have to make me fall in love with you! if not my future will be gone :'(. pretty please accept me.

Books : i'll try my best then.

i've boyfriends right now! they are books =X.

i shall start dating them every single day. *opps, that's impossible*

they gonna accompany throughout this holiday until 30November, my birthday, Raya, and Merdeka and many more different celebration. :(

gosh, they are boring but i have to :'(.

♥♥♥

Golden Piggy

一个无人分享的快乐绝非真正的快乐，

一个无人分享的痛苦则是最可怕的痛苦。

Happiness is meaningless when it's not shared,

unexpressed sadness is fearful.

Pig is jolly and fat, which is also symbolic of wealth

so i'm sending this golden piggy to you!

to accompany you,

to share your happiness,

to share your pain with you +).

see! it's coming towards you! =D

♥♥♥

Back to Pinafore

teehee...

finally get to wear back my pinafore after 3 years plus.

still remember the last time i wore to school was the last day in form 1. gosh, with the mushroom hair D:

people was saying that i look different. look much younger :P like new student =X

it's quite comfortable for me but it's very weird too. cause it's quite small =X *this prove that i grow kay :D*

and jackpot la! first day to school with this pinafore, and i was late to school for the first time. *should go buy toto or 4D de*

bye prefect shirt! i'll still wear you but will be less. :(

♥♥♥

Puppy Love

男孩和女孩在同一所学校就读，但他们却不认识彼此。他们只知道彼此的存在。

因为男孩的长相不错，所以在学校有很多追求者。但女孩不觉得男孩帅。

直到中二年尾，女孩的一个朋友就疯狂的喜欢男孩，她几乎每天都会来问女孩关于这个男孩，可是女孩完全不认识男孩。女孩的朋友会天天告诉女孩关于着男孩，女孩还以为他们俩最后会在一起。

考试后，女孩的朋友带女孩到男孩的班和其他朋友一起玩，女孩慢慢的认识这为男孩。

虽然他们不常讲话，但他们俩的谣言却蛮多。女孩因习惯了被人传谣言，所以都不当一回事，只对男孩有一点点的感觉。

到了中三，他们与其他同学一同参加童子军营。当时因发生了一些事，所以女孩找男孩充当她的爸爸，也因此有了男孩的电话号码。

童子军营后，女孩信息男孩提醒男孩关于童子军营，之后，男孩就向女孩表白。

这让女孩有点不知所措，太出乎预料了。女孩从来都没认为男孩会喜欢她。

他们没在一起，但几乎每一天都会信息。他们慢慢的了解对方。对对方的感情也渐渐的增加。

过了几个月，男孩终于问女孩是否愿意当他的女朋友，但女孩没回答。种种的问题出现了。女孩担心家人的反对，担心是否会影响两人的学业，担心是否男孩对她是真心，担心会时常吵架，担心他们俩在一起会不长久，担心其中一方会变心，担心。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

女孩拖了差不多三个月的时间才接受男孩。

在这几个月里，女孩感受到男孩的心意。他是多么的贴心照顾她。女孩的考试成绩不但没退步，反而进步了许多。当男孩的班没老师，他就会到女孩的班陪女孩。。。。。。

第一次牵手，第一个拥抱，初吻 ♥

吵架，吃醋，不理不睬，但都不曾多过二十四个小时。

男孩还曾为女孩办过女孩的第一个生日会。一个惊喜又难忘的生日。拿着蛋糕，与一群朋友出现在女孩的家门前。让女孩不知所措。

因为那年有大考，所以两人都不可常出门。学校便是他们见面的地方。

为了逗女孩笑而做出笨蛋的事情。

男孩很体贴，但唯一不足的是男孩不是会制造浪漫的一型。

过了两年，两人都清楚的知道彼此的优缺点。每次吵架，女孩都对这感觉麻痹了。虽然不是没感觉，但也不觉得惊喜了。他们了解对方直到不会为对方而改变。

在分开的一个星期前，女孩觉得不对尽了。她开始担心是否在一起是对的选择，担心如果分开了男孩会是否更开心，担心在一起会拖累对方。。。

男孩终于开口了，他觉得他们俩当好朋友比较合适。会更好过当情侣。女孩也赞同。

两人就此分开了。很和平的分开。:)

他们还是很要好的朋友。祝福对方。

还会不会在一起，还是个未知数。

女孩很感谢男孩的出现，让女孩有一段很幸福的初恋，曾陪伴女孩走过一段日子，曾带给女孩快乐，让女孩知道什么叫爱，让女孩感受过被人宠的日子，让女孩不觉得孤单，让女孩有过一段美好的回忆。

她答应，她会经常的笑着回想起这一段恋情，那种被人疼的日子，在一起手牵手吹海风，曾疯狂的爱过一个人的感觉。她不应此而感到可惜。

虽然不能在一起，但女孩很真心的希望男孩能找到真真的幸福，希望男孩能过得更开心，希望男孩有美好的未来，过得幸福美满。♥

♥♥♥ p/s:4/6/09-9/8/11

Pure Love

they both are so adorable.

how nice it will be if pure love like this happens to everyone :)

♥♥♥

Meet My Teddy

Teddy is greeting all Camy's Blog readers!

Welcome to Camy's blog!

Teddy is my First Model! :D

Post 1!

Post 2, when you look me in the eyes :D

Post 3, Teddy is looking at the Big Big World.

Last Post, Teddy supports Canon too! xP

took all these just for fun! xP. isn't the teddy is cute? =D

♥♥♥

Welcome August

Today it's >1st of August!

time flies real fast.

This month is my birthday month!

Muslims start fasting today!

it's Ghost Festival!

There's a holiday at the end of the month!

Hari Raya on the day after my Birthday!

then it's Merdeka!

1 more month to trial!

3 more months to SPM!

Gosh! yet i haven start studying! and i still dun have the study mood!

as conclusion, i shouldn't be here!

bye!

♥♥♥