It's not easy after all!

gonna pour my feelings out!

the whole hectic trimester 3 which makes me half dead right now. Those moments when we thought some of the tests or assignments are done, then lecturers announce that there are still more to go.. It really drives us insane! I'm proud to tell that if they are not here with me, i can assure you, i will be completely dead!

We are from different states and with different cultural. Although we have been sticking together since trimester 1, we will still not used to each other habits, but we tried our best to tolerate, solved problems together. This happened especially when tones of assignments or presentation are still not done and our tests fall on the same week. Everyone will gets mang cang, pek cek, black face, or even bring M16 along shoot people like nobody business when lack of sleeps. That few weeks were so challenging and i learned alot from them about myself too!

These are for all my friends and especially for 3 of them.

I'd like to apologizes if sometimes/most of the time i made you guys pek cek due to my blurriness. My blurriness level are so high that at times, it's good for people but sometimes is not. I found some of my friends actually took this opportunity to make fun of me. Sometimes of course I will terasa but since its bringing people laughter, i am already used to it. I just dont wanna bother or sad over how they make fun of me. However, it's not good when everyone is busy and you are still blur with what's happening. Frankly speaking, I was totally shock when they gone pek cek. I really don't mean to be blur and I really dont want to be blur at times. I did get annoyed with how blur i can be but i just couldn't stop it from happening. I feel so sorry if it affects you guys. :(

Besides, I also like to apologizes if what i said did hurt you guys. I am talkative. I am very straight forward especially with closed friends. I rather choose to be honest to close friends about what I felt than hiding them. Somehow, it's not good thing when I'm am poor in language and I found that I speak too direct without constructing the sentence properly, which will leads to misunderstanding. Yes, i am annoyed with this too. Sometimes i will  unintentionally say things that I dont mean it or not with that particular meaning and i ended up hurt my friends. I really understand why when others terasa, no matter what you explain, they will still ignore. Sometimes i tried my best to explain after i realise but it's already too late. If i did, I really don't purposely wanna do it, I am sorry. 

If you couldn't stand me anymore, or whatever things you think i should know/ change, please let me know. I  won't mind and I'm really interested to know what people thinks about me.

To all my beloved friends, I am really glad that you guys still accept me and help me through even I have so many flaw and bad habits. Imma thank god that I have the chance to meet all of you :)

To Suki, Chiao Lyn, Xiao Han, thanks for making my life in foundation so fun + not so hard for tests and assignments. I definitely cant survive here if without you guys. Finally those heavy loads can throw away yesterday and left our ecs drama. Yea i know, you guys are excited to dress me for my character. @@


dont worry, imma not emo
felt so much better after pouring out form the bottom of my heart.
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My Vain Queens ♥

a big head photo of Camy!

Like what's on the title, this is gonna be a vain photo post! :D

finally another time to hang out with my both darlings. We went out to watch Ah Boys To Mens 2 since i've got free tickets from Responsible Blogging. :D

if you follow my blog, you always see them both in my previous post. :P

♥ them both!

a love hug from my darling Melissa :D

and a love hug for my cutie Xuan :D

the little girl with lots of bees all around her all the time :P

and a super duper sexy lady with lots of fans around too. xP *strong till can become air con liao*

they wanna try to snap #ootd since everyone is talking about it! 

top : random shop from tao bao

bottom : mummy bought me from i dontknowwhere

shoe : my new awesome converse

bag : Jim Fashion

conclusion : failed ootd post cause i got no idea where i get my clothes :X and my fashion sense sucks :S

haha, anyone wanna be my fashion guru? a makeover maybe? :D

and i'm already missing them right now :( *oh my one huge pimple and tired eyes

stay strong my dear :)

was caught vaining! photo credits to Melissa! :D Love it so much!

just a short+vain post to keep my blog alive cause 3 presentation and 1 midterm test this week! Add oil! :D

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You Can Do It!

Thanks to Evelyn who nominated me for Liebster Blog Award!

I was surprised when I was reading her blog and found myself was nominated. I never thought i will receive any award for my blog.

Liebster Blog rules are : 

1. Answer the giver’s Question

2. Choose Nominees 

2. Create 11 Questions for your Nominees

However, nominated bloggers are allowed to choose whether to accept or reject the award. If accept, just follow the rules as above. Pretty easy right? :D

Time to answer those Question given by Evelyn! cracked my head to answer them

1. Do you think female and male can be just friend and not anything more than that?

Yesss! I whole-heartedly believe that everyone can be close friend with opposite sex without anything more than that. I find that male's thinking is totally different as compared to female's. Sometimes I would prefer to get advise from male instead because I find that male are more carefree. Sometimes it's more easy to talk to male too! Their perspective of looking at things is different with female. I know most people will be afraid if they will fall in love for being too close. There must be a border for each other but if you crossed that, you will definitely disagree with me. Btw, i am glad that I have close male friend. :)

2.Which song best describe you and why?

*Can i change it to song I like most? It's easier to answer tho. So back to the question, The song best describe me for now is 只怕想家 by 黃美珍 which I had just blog about it in the previous post, Missing Home.Penang. At first i was excited to be away from home and looked forward to further my studies in other states. I always thought that I won't be homesick and I can be independent, survive outside myself peacefully. Now i really experienced it myself, things are not as simple as I thought. Most people out there are not innocent at all, so many of them are so realistic. I have to adapt to different environment and of course to get used to myself changing my personality depending on who I mix with. I just wish to get back home and be Daddy's Mummy's girl. Well, I am still grateful cause i have met few reliable friends that accompany me through ups and downs here.

3.If you are fully sponsored for plastic surgery, will you go for it? State your reason. 

No, i wont go for plastic surgery. I love being myself. Although I am not perfect nor pretty but I am satisfied with my look. I am happy with what my parents gave me especially my eyes. The awkward moment when you reach home and no one can recognize you even your parents, and I don't want this to happen on me! :O

back in form 5. i miss my smooth skin.

4.Should ladies have independent financial ability rather than depending on spouse?

Ladies must have independent financial ability!!! What if you divorce or break up with your boyf or husband? Life will be so much easier if you have independent financial ability. You don't need to rely and attach to your husband or boyf if your relationship having problems. You can just leave them without worrying about $$$. Not to curse but sometimes we just have to face the reality right? :X Besides, you can just buy whatever you like, go anywhere you love anytime without begging them to give you $$$ to achieve it. I personally think that it's essential for ladies to brush up their driving skills too! *no offence but I've met quite a numbers of my girl friends frame up their license after passing the driving test

5.If you are given a second chance, do you want to be male or female? Why?

I will still choose to be female. Female can wear high heels, can have long hair, wear pretty dresses, nice clothes, put on make up, and the list goes on and on.......... oh idk, just feels to be a female. :)

6.Will you go for a bungee jump or skywalking or skydiving?

Oh definitely! I Love adventurous outdoor activities! Roller Coasters are my all-time favourite! I have been telling my friends around that i must try bungee jumo, skywalking or skydiving, of course you will still see me shivering up there before I jump or walk or dive from the top. Maybe I will choose to let someone push me down so I got no chance to say no there? I doubt M'sia have those activities, never actually heard much about it.

7.How much does a family need to cover its daily expenses?

Inflation oh Inflation. They are non-stop happening around. I think a family needs at least RM5k per month to be able to cover their daily expenses especially for those who needs cars and houses. Things these days are getting more expensive, oh cars, houses, rice, petrol, food, daily needs....... Youngster nowadays definitely need to aim higher and work harder in order to bare their family expenses. *salary should keep increase also only fair ma* Die liao lo, no study hard=no high pay job=no awesome life after study. Should control myself not to be so playful in clas. :X

8. Can you cook?

Consider can ba. Simple dishes like fry egg, tasteless vege or maggi? Oh, just simply mix and match those vege around la. :P I still prefer Spaghetti among all dishes I cooked. My family are fans of Spaghetti I Cook! :D

9. Who do you admire the most? Why?

Wow, i think the last time i thought about this was back in primary school when teacher always ask us to prepare essay with this title. I need to squeeze my brain juice for this! So the person I admire most is my mom! Imma salute her that she has such pro multi-tasking skill. Even she works, she still need to take care of us. She always tried to give her best for us. and blah blah blah, goes on and on..... oh, i ♥ her.

10. Which country do you wish to visit the most? Have you been there?

Of course i wish to travel around the world, but the country i wish to visit the most is Japan! I am amazed with how they develop their country with awesome technology! Sadly, i never been there before :(.

11. Have you ever imagine any snowing scene on the street in Malaysia? 

No, maybe because I was taught since small that M'sia won't have snow :X

Finally I'm done answering all the 11 questions!
So here's the nominees :

• Shelyn Ooi
• Suki Ng
• Hilary Khoo
• Anne Lee
• Hilda Teo
• Nicole Chang

and here's my 11 Questions :
1. What is your greatest achievement so far? and why?
2. What motivates you to continue blogging until now?
3. How do you usually gets your inspiration to blog?
4. What you love most in yourself?
5. To love or to be loved?
6. What is your hobby besides blogging?
7. What is your favourite movie? and Why?
8. A flower or A present or $$?
9. Candy or Chocolate?
10. Who is your role model? and why?
11. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grow up? are you doing it now?

hope to get reply from you guys ! :D

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Missing Home. Penang

nothing is perfect

I know, i just went back Penang last weekend, but, Imma missing home now, or you call it homesick. :(
Wondering how long I can go back Penang once when I move to Sg Long to further my studies there, which is much further compared to Kampar.
Feeling so sad leaving home, leaving that little island that I won't get lost and leaving people that I love in Penang. Not forgetting friends in Kampar too.
definitely agree with this
 "You can take me out of Penang, but you CAN'T take Penang out of me!"


*any comment of the photo i took? :)

只怕想家 by 黃美珍

我以为如果有热情有成长有理想

最后总会被了解被培养被奖赏

怎么城市像战场充满痛与伤

好像终于能容忍能顽强能埋藏

心里还是很孤独很迷惘很悲伤

不再笑得像太阳静得像月亮

什么都可以不怕只怕想家

和爸妈说我一切顺利泪总会落下

太辛苦就赶快回家是最暖的牵挂〜

我什么也不怕只怕想家

武装的冰冷遇上温热就会融化

就算曾被责骂

现在明白是心疼啊〜

你能不能别闪躲别复杂别说谎

痛快承认太遥远太漫长太渴望

所以有了新对象忘了我在他乡

我什么也不怕只怕想家

和爸妈说我一切都好泪总会落下

太辛苦就赶快回家是最暖的牵挂〜

什么都可以不怕只怕想家

武装的冰冷遇上温热就会融化

就算曾经责骂

现在才明白那是心疼啊〜

寂寞就是想从前想逃亡想分享想回家

totally a song that suits my feeling. :(

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Local English or Standard English

We have to take Effective Communication Skill for this trimester. In one of the tutorial class, my lecturer showed us this video. Spend some time and watch this!

something to release stress after doing tons of assignment. :D

Local English VS Standard English

I totally agree with what she said and it's so funny! Local English with lots of la, and lo. Eye cream became ice-cream.

so what do you think about this video?

and my juniors actually did this funny harlem shake video in prefect camp.
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♥ Vault of Camy

So my tests ended after struggling for 1 week. 4tests in a week, Utar is insane! I just couldn't concentrate properly due to my fever during weekend before the week. Guess my results gonna be bad. hmm. I had my dinner with blogger Anne Lee and her boyf right after my test on Friday. First time meeting her, and they are very friendly! Then i did something crazy, midnight badminton from 11pm-1am. I still can't believe I actually did that, but it was awesome, especially after so long not doing any exercises(exclude cycling to school)!

Anyway, did you realise the difference in my blog? I've changed my blog title to ♥ Vault of Camy, a space for me to store my memories. Oh, cause i found that my previous blog title sounds lame. :X

FYI, i did a Facebook page for my blog. :D. Let me emphasis it again, a page not for me but for my blog. It's so much easier for me to stay connect with my readers, you can just pm me instead of email me, follow me there to get the latest updates! Gets on to my https://www.facebook.com/vaultofcamy, hit a like and talk to me! :D

cause assignments drive us insane
A short update before I can write a proper post after i finish up my assignments. Time to rush for assignments!
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